A Time To Be So Small

Wow. It’s 4 AM. I have to be at Chris and Brandon’s place at 7:30 to go on TAK Retreat. That gives me a lit­tle under three hours of sleep. Yay! (Assum­ing I go to sleep now, that is. But I’m going to stay up for a bit and write up a post about my day.)

Woke up of my own voli­tion at 8 again this morn­ing. I don’t know why. It’s start­ing to hurt. My pre­vi­ous post describes pretty well what I did all morning.

Went over to Jenny’s place to watch Air with her. It’s an animé I hadn’t seen before about a guy who comes along a strange town while on a quest of sorts. We also watched Bleach 24. I only got through about three episodes of Air and a whole bunch of sea­weed pack­ets and oranges before I started nod­ding off. Sorry, Jenny! The show was inter­est­ing, but the sleep­less­ness was just catch­ing up with me.

Went home to nap, but found peo­ple watch­ing Taxi and I couldn’t resist. Fin­ished that, and they started A Shark’s Tale, but then I went up to my room and tried to pass out. Empha­sis on tried. Tossed and turned for days, but to no avail. Partly because of the noise of the movie and the view­ers laugh­ing. But mostly because of stuff con­tin­u­ously run­ning through my mind. I argued with myself a lot. And the weird­est part was, what­ever I was think­ing about, I kept think­ing of it in blog­ging terms; I was plan­ning out a post I would never write. Like, at the same time as I thought and argued, another part of my mind imag­ined myself typ­ing all of these men­tal goings-​on out. Even like delet­ing and re-​writing por­tions. Sound crazy to you? Me, too.

Hopped online after I finally admit­ted to myself that I wouldn’t be get­ting any sleep. But not to blog… just to chat. Judy just got back to Davis and was hun­gry, so she came over, and the two of us went to Jack in the Crack. Sat there for days, talk­ing about ran­dom stuff. One of the top­ics cov­ered was dating -

I want a guy to drop $100 on a date with me to make me feel spe­cial. But I hate the fancy food — the whole date, I’ll be think­ing about Denny’s.”- Judy.

So if any­one wants to know the secret to Judy’s heart, there you go. Drop $100 at Denny’s for her, and you’re set! :) By the time we left, it was time for the party. But we headed back to Sun­tree first to pack for retreat.

When we got to Aywon’s, a lot of peo­ple seemed pretty… warmed up. I grabbed a cou­ple of cans of Pepsi and hugged wall for dear life. So not a sober dancer. Chit-​chatted with some other wall­flow­ers. Oh, Peggy and I remained strong! No giv­ing in early for us… Joe M bet­ter not be let­ting us down, wher­ever he may be at the moment. Bao kept shout­ing “Drink!” at me, but later on he came over and told me that he respected me for being able to hold out. Thanks, man! It hasn’t been always been easy. The po-​po came and broke up Aywon’s, so we moved to Vince and Ant’s place at Oak­shade. This one was more chill… it was drinks and games down­stairs, music and danc­ing upstairs. I stayed mostly down­stairs and talked. We left at around 4, and now here I am, sit­ting at home.

Here’s the table of culpability:

Today Total
Cursed 5 91
Drank 0 0
Drinks Owed Michow, Genie, Bran­don (3x), Lo S, Joe M, Aywon, Drew

Man, get­ting awfully close to the triple dig­its. I shouldn’t talk to myself out loud. Par­tic­u­larly when angry.

Oh, and one more thing before I go… tonight was like the fourth time in five nights that someone’s asked me “the ques­tion.” Please stop. If I wanted to talk to you about it, I would have.

Alright, good talk, sport. I’ll see you all in two days! Try not to die of bore­dom with­out me.

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  1. Your morn­ing rou­tine is start­ing to include IMing me first thing in the morn­ing. HAHA. Yay for early morn­ing work shifts. :wink:

    You need to fix your bio­log­i­cal clock. And going on TAK retreat isn’t gonna help it. :grin:

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